getting up and going to work... bet you never thought I would ever say that huh? Well I do, I guess the thing I miss is the independence I have from it ie the ability to contribute...I really do hope I land something because it is becoming ridicoulous and I really do not want to leave home again...
Time is what I have now...so what do I do you ask? Check emails,
check my FB, tidy up, make lists, walk around and take pics and
of course write my journal right here...
It's maybe for selfish or maybe arrogant reasons why I want to get back
to work...I've been on the payroll since I was 14yrs old and I've never really been out of a job since then...whether that be casual, temp, part-time and for the last 10+ yrs Full time. I feel like I'm not pulling my weight...not that my husband complains...fair enough if I was pregnant but well I ain't...I've always been a fairly strong independent kinda girl, I like having my own things knowing I worked for them...whilst now, I feel like a freeloader...I don't really know how to go about progress any of the interviews here, it's soooooooooooo slow!!!
Well tomorrow I've planned to spend quality time with my Bubs relaxing this weekend...my poor Bubs has been burning the midnight
oil lately...so this weekend is OUR TIME...
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